Dikt : Despair

hatred consumes and drowns your ability to think.
blurrs out your compassion for others, and yourself.
everything turns into grey shadows, suffocating all your feelings.
leaving nothing but lust, hunger and insanity.

it feed's off of your energy, draining you like slitted veins.
feeling your soul slowly seeping out, like blood evens out tears.
all the hurt flows around you, stareing at your own reflection -
too see deep inside of your own despair hate and lonlieness.

like a plage, it eliminates all your sences and sanity.
the voice's that was so fermilar, is now nothing but empty
cold breaths on ones ear.
your own scream, is not yours anymore.

the warm safe grasp that you held, is nothing but a thorn off arm in your hand.
blood runs down your fingertips, cold but yet burning.
you get consumed in all the hatred, fighting... for nothing.
despair and lonlieness. it's all that's left.

drowning i am, hatred fear and love is eating me up.
inside out, i am. drowning in hatred screaming into blood spill of despair.

hatred brings forward nothing, its why i hide you.
you are, lonlieness. my despair.